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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

ALL YOU SHITHEADS THIS ENTRY'S FOR YOU.
After a long day of lectures and tutorials, followed by tough canoeing training which ends in the evening, I`ll wish so badly that I had the ability to teleport myself home just so I could complete my assignments and gain some fucking decent rest, but I have to come back to be greeted by moronic mindless comments made by some motherfucking blog haters? Let`s refer to Jeffree Star.

You attack me again, I`ll attack back. But this time you won`t be getting back up. I`ll crush your face underneath my shoe and spit on you. I`ll wrap my hands around your neck and sink my motherfucking fingernails deep into your throat until you stop screaming then I`ll look you in the eyes and ask if you regret what you said.

Talking shit is an art form I mastered a long time ago and you`re far behind in the game. Every time you think you`re being witty by calling me a bitch, I`m laughing because you don`t make sense. Every time you say I`m ugly, I look in the mirror and smile. Every time you call me a fucking cunt, I agree. Every time you push me, I smash your face with my MAC compact.

My life is exactly what it is: MY FUCKING LIFE. So why are you pretending to be a part of it? Sorry but the DO NOT ENTER sign means YOU and I`m tired of seeing the same 14 year old faces running their mouths when they have no idea what they`re talking about.

You pretend to know everything about me when I never let you see it all in the first place. I keep myself to ME because its MINE and I`m not letting you take that away. But I will take away your dignity and I`ll eat it whole and vomit it back up. Make sure to clean up the mess.

It`s another worthless day and it`s kind of sad that I have to come back and witness more motherfuckers running their mouth. I`m glad YOU hate me because that means you`re THINKING and wasn`t that my goal in the first place? I just want you to LEARN something since YOU`RE so close-minded. Isn`t that right?

Whenever I post anything it seems I invoke a certain strange response that is shared by many, most of the time the comments I get are beautiful, well written, positive and supportive. Occasionally I will get a few that are not just nasty but so poorly written that they are embarrassing to even read.

IF CALLING ME A `BITCH` IS THE BEST YOU CAN DO, I THINK YOU TRULY NEED TO GET A NEW VOCABULARY AND INVEST IN A NEW DICTIONARY MY DARLING.

The internet is such an ugly place so filled with hate and rumors. It is what it is, and we all use it in whatever way we feel will best suit us. We all have to account for what we say. Some of us can hide behind a made up screen name. It`s easy that way. It doesn`t take much effort to find out whom someone is if we want to. Not much effort at all.

MY QUESTION IS THIS.

WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH WHEN YOU DON`T CARE AT ALL? YOU CAN`T STAND WHAT I SAY. YET, YOU CAN`T FUCKING STOP READING IT, AND WRITING SHIT ABOUT IT. HMMMMM?

YOU ARE THE ONE WITH THE PROBLEM. NOT ME.

I PUT MYSELF HERE, UNDER THIS MICROSCOPE FOR ALL TO SEE AND PICK APART. MY FLAWS ARE OBVIOUS. I DON`T HIDE THEM. I COULDN`T IF I TRIED. SHOULD I APOLOGIZE FOR THINGS I HAVE SAID? DO THEY PLAN ON QUOTING ME? SHOULD I APOLOGIZE FOR MY WEIGHT/MY VANITY? WILL IT BE USED AGAINST ME?

PROBABLY. BUT IT`S WHO I AM. IT`S ME. ALL OF IT.

TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT. IT`S UP TO YOU. NO ONE IS FORCING YOU TO LISTEN TO IT OR READ IT. NO ONE IS FORCING YOU TO UNDERSTAND IT.

UNDERSTANDING COMES FROM KNOWING.

and not many people really know me...THEY JUST THINK THEY DO.

KNOW YOURSELF FIRST.

`Only a fool walks into the future looking back on his past.`

TO THE HATERS: It`s the weak ones who will always be simple to eat and kill. You seem to be so good at hating me that it`s hard to hate you back because you`re so fucking hopeless. You`re so fucking ugly. You`re so fucking pathetic.

So the story has been told and the magazine will be thrown in the trash, just like your wasted efforts to prove something that`s not even there.

Opinions with TRUTH and things to back them up are what MEANS something, not childish insults and name-calling.

You WON`T be taken seriously.

THIS IS THE END.

Some things are better left FUCKING SAID. Not unsaid.




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